Anna

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--

I'm making my journal
FRIENDS ONLY now......Because there are a FEW people I'd rather NOT have read it.

I will work to elavate you
Just enough to bring you down...


Trust me ..Trust me.... trust me

Crystal and I - Ice Arena




Me


Cesar and Dan - My b-day party thing






I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me
So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
I'll let you make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

So break me
Take me
Just let me
Feel your arms again
Break me
Make me
Just let me
Feel your love again

This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.

You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.

I went to the old Game Domain today as Jorge could talk to his friend and we went over to Gamers Paradise so he could get his stuff. I walked through Party City(in the same shopping center) with Jeannette looking at all the halloween costumes and shit.I love halloween. Jorge realized the manager that let him go only fired him for the simple fact that he wanted to replace Jorge with a friend of his instead..Fucking world.... Jorge is trying to get a job as an LP guy now.
Later on we went Tiger Direct so I could buy my damn expensive wireless internet card for my laptop fianlly. We walked the Mall Of the Americas for a while. Walking through that mall reminded me of Gelson.
When we were home I talked to Dan online. He was bored so he came over and hung out with all of us here.





It's such a thing to prove
When you're crushing every move.
Its such a thing to lose
Like a needle in a bruise
But I can't be wrong
The dangers never gone.


Now it seems so clear
Nothing's breathing here
Its such a price my dear
Take me home for one last time and stop the fear


Because it's too long now to leave
I'm too much in love to breathe
When every day you make me go
to hell and back with you
But I'm not going to crack.
It's too long now to leave
I'm too much in love to breathe
When every day you make me go
to hell and back with you
But I'm not going to crack - yet.

My kitty cat :) (Artimis)

YoU wOuLd Be DeLiRiUmMmMm...You have an attention
span of about 5 seconds, but you're actually
very cute and sweet - most of the time. Woe be
to those that try to hurt you, though, because
you could trap them in a circle of unending,
unmerciful madness.


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Little Red Riding Hood


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Whatever

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.


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I got let out early today from work..like around 11:40 or whatever because we closed with one of the kewl managers. He was desperate to get out:) yayness ...although when we left, that store had like 15 shopping carts of go-backs for tomorrow..I have to go in at 3 but I know we'll be stuck sooo late because of todays go-backs and tomorrows together. Oh well.
I went downtown yesterday to get my title transfer for my car but my mom made a mistake on the title and altered it so now it is void..This sux...I had to get a notary and I must go back on Monday:( Such a long way on trains and buses...
The temperature is nice outside.:) Although I froze coming home...

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whnever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again


however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you


whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again


however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

:)

Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."

The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


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My daddy came over today :) We didn't do much of anything. Last night was fun ..although I barely got much sleep at all. I went to the Morgue with Cesar and we met up with Brian and Hannibal. They are fun to be around. We all danced for a long time. Later on Gelson came. I had asked him to go there because he was already bored and was looking for something to do... The thing is by the time he finally showed up, we had to leave cause it was too late....He asked me to stay or come back but I couldn't cause waking up at 6 am the next day is a bitch....And Cesar needed to get his clothing from my housey.

Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he

Every me and every you,
Every Me...

"You see the cripple dance. Pay your money, baby now's your chance. Eyes like syanide.
I am so dumb. Just beam me up. I've had it all forever. I've had enough. Remember - you promised me. I'm dying, I'm dying - please. I want to, I need to be - under your skin. Our love is quicksand. So easy to drown. But still the gravity ends from moving ground. Remember? You promised me. I'm dying, I'm dying - please. I want to, I need to be - under your skin. And now I understand. You leave with everything. You leave with everything I am. In the rain. And now I know that love is dead. You come to bury me. There's nothing left here to pretend that it fakes. Remember - you promised me. I'm dying, I'm dying, please. I want so, I need to be - under your skin. I'm dying, I'm dying, please. I'm dying, I'm dying, please. I'm dying, I'm dying, please. Under your skin. Under your skin...... "